March 2012
Late Night Thoughts.
wongnumber:
You think about your day. Yesterday. How tomorrow will be. Your future. Your past. Your mistakes and regrets. Your flaws. The heartbreaks, the pain you once felt. All these emotions that you thought you’d never experience again. It all comes back to you and it’s nights like these where you can’t sleep, and re-experience the stress and the pain once more.
Sometimes, I feel like people secretly hate me.
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
February 2012
If you don't like my words, don't listen. If you...
I feel like crap.
raynaroxanna:
Sometimes, I feel like nobody cares about me. It feels like everyone secretly hates me for no certain reason. I feel like a useless, unwanted, unimportant person sometimes. I just hate it. I wish those feelings doesn’t exist.